I'm not sure how many of you are still here, but I thought I'd at least write a journal. I've been having major art block lately due to depression. It's very annoying because I'll try and start a new project only to not finish it. I just don't have the energy to draw right now and that is very frustrating. A part of me is screaming draw something while the other part is saying you can't do it. I'm not sure when I'll get back into the swing of art things again, but it's going to be awhile.
New things in my life are I'm actually teaching art classes at my work. It's still new so not as many people know about it, but that's nice because it forces me to be artistic. You would think that this would help my art block, but I'm basically drawing fast for students so they can see how to start drawing. It doesn't look as nearly as polished because I only have two hours with them.
Other things going on, not that much. I have a very boring semester, but at least that ends in April. Fall semester is going to be busier. I'm sick of my job (not the art classes), but I don't want to deal with the hassle of finding a new one. *sigh* The only reason I'm there is to pay for college.
For now I'm just going to college, work, and what little precious hours I have I'm spending that on cosplay. I recently purchased this thermoplastic material called worbla that people are obsessed with making armor out of. I've played around with it for a bit and love it. Also I got a PS4 recently, so I've been playing alot of Dragon Age Inquisition and Destiny.
But yeah, I'm not sure if anyone is really going to read this, but I just wanted to say hi and let people know what is going on. Hopefully I can get out of this art block soon. It's just hard when I feel like my talent is worthless and I see others with more talent in other areas that are not art. I'll find my creative side again soon.